So long since my last post, I feel I am new to writing…………………
So busy at work and after work, a hard transition phase in friends, work and home.
So busy with ideas and thoughts and can’t stay enough home with my wife and child.
So many places to be visited this summer.
So many first time things to do with my child.
So many hold activities to be reborn.
The battle of changing my career isn’t even hard as I thought, it is very difficult and sometimes unrealizable but I keep my hope and belief.
I feel I am not there enough for my family these days, I hope I can change for them.
I need to take a swim in the sea, a long one but I still couldn’t find the suitable beach in Alexandria not the north coast, the sea is much polluted and it is hard to swim in peace.
The streets of Alexandria are crowded as usual with people from all over the country, foreign cars and foreign faces every where, Alexandria is really occupied.
I am not feeling well, my heart and my mind are not feeling along any more, it seams I begin to hate things in me, I begin to hate my defects, my mistakes and specially the repeated and never ending ones.
I made a quick recovery in my friend’s lists after the last stroke that attacked my friendship status.
I need some time alone in a quite place to reorganize my life and priorities.
It has been quite a year, I couldn’t follow its changes as I should, things were too fast for me.
I feel I need a big recovery plan for my life; I should begin this plan at once!!!!!!
What a noisy post but it reflects what I really feel inside.